Tag Archives: ambition

The forbidden fruit

14 Apr

Why do I always fall for the wrong thing?

Why do I fall in love with the older guy that doesn’t notice me? Why do I want to be something that I’ll never be good enough? Why do I like the people that I shouldn’t like? Why do I want to live anywhere but here?

What makes the unreachable so tempting? Why is it that what you have or can have is never enough? Why is it that I want to dream so big that I forget what I already have? How come that I want to reach goals so high that I end up with nothing?

It’s exciting to think big. To imagine a life in a world better than the one you have. To daydream about people you will hardly ever know. Because the grass is always greener on the other side. Because it’s hard to accept that you are just who you are. Because everyone want’s to reach the sky. And maybe the sky is not even the limit.
Dreaming keeps me going.



Two down, one to go…

24 Mar

Okay, stress marathon this week… two presentations and an exam

so far, so good,
two down and one to go

And the sun keeps shining, what could possibly go wrong?

I hope the last exam, tomorrow, will go well too… my freedom depends on it!

(More will follow!)


21 Feb

I had the feeling I wanted to write something. I ┬ájust didn’t know what exactly to write about.

There’s stuff going on. Good stuff.
But it’s all not official yet. I can’t announce things yet, before I’ll know for sure they’re gonna happen for real. All I can say, is that it’s finally there. The moment of dreams coming true. But also the moment of doubt. Is it really what I want? Or is it just a dream by habbit, and not from my heart? Some things feel like certainties. Some just sound good. Some keep worrying me. But things will turn out to be more than just okay, I feel it. All I need now is a little more ambition, and a little less self-doubt.

Going for it, definitely. Getting there, I hope. I’ll find out soon enough. And then, so will you!